Sunday, March 19, 2023

After Action Report

I sit quietly in my chair, breathing in and out in an attempt to calm myself after the argument.  I focus on the rhythmic whooshing in my ears and veins and the trembling of my arm muscles.  I realize I'm gripping the arms of the chair and move to relax my hands, breathing in while I stretch the fingers out.  The fuzzy feeling in my head must be a post-adrenaline chemical reaction, the down after such an intense up.  Drained, I stay where I am.  

Thursday, March 16, 2023

Putting Out Fires Today

 

and yet, there was joy in the chaos:

-sixth grade English writers mastered problem/solution paragraphs - awesome

-Nic Stone, author and activist, entertained and enraptured our students - amazing 

-walking field trip with the eighth grade, inspired by Leb Tav - delicious

-multiple meetings with thoughtful and dedicated staff - reassuring

-one day closer to the weekend - #thankful!


Wednesday, March 15, 2023

Spirit Week Woes

I've had a hard time getting into Spirit Week this week - not sure why (although I'm guessing Daylight Savings Time is a key factor!)  Today was "The Future Looks Bright" day - and all week I have been uncertain what I might wear for this day - was I going neon?  Was I going to go futuristic? Or, some sort of career?

I forgot (conveniently) Wacky Tacky day yesterday, to the chagrin of my admin colleagues who rocked the mismatched clothes.  Pawing through my clothes closet this morning, I hemmed and hawed, not wanting to disappoint - but not feeling inspired. 

And then...I got it. I greeted students this morning wearing my green graduation gown from George Mason University and that terrible hat (mortarboard?) that gives us all bad hair!  I perfected my line..."I'm dressed as you... in the future - a graduate!" I love wearing my college graduation garb - and feel especially impressive when I add the Master's hood. So, I was feeling pretty good about my clothing choice until an adorable sixth grader earnestly asked, "Ms E. Smith, are you dressed as a leprechaun today?  Isn't that Friday?"

I love middle schoolers!

Monday, March 13, 2023

A Quiet Day

Today was a little pokey - I'm not complaining.  In middle school, a pokey day means that the climate was calm and relatively relaxed.  I will admit, the dark morning accompanied by a light rain, ensured that we all were acting a little glum.  But, I do believe that the time change - springing forward and losing an hour of sleep - was the main culprit.  Students and staff alike were wiping the sleep out of their eyes as they arrived to school.  

New day tomorrow - and we know that the energy of our middle schoolers will return to Spring Forward!  

Sunday, March 12, 2023

Life Lessons Learned

 No one really ever wants to go to the lab to get bloodwork - and I'm the same.  I have put off and put off reaching out to my doctor to schedule my annual tests...and now I'm down to my last pill, and I have no choice.  

This morning found me barreling around the beltway to my doctors office, throwing on a mask, and dashing into Kaiser.  While I was moving right along, I was making a list in my head of the things I would do while waiting to get called in to the phlebotomist.  

As I entered the lab, I noted optimistically that there was no line.  Checking in at the kiosk, I pulled a number - and immediately my number was called to go in to the lab.  Amazing!  I walked right in, took a seat, rolled up my sleeve, and I was back out and on the road again within 4 minutes.  

Two lessons for me to remember...first, the blood draw is never as bad as I expected; the lab techs are really skilled at doing their job.  Second, Sunday morning is the best time to go to the lab.  I've noted this in my calendar for next year!  

Saturday, March 11, 2023

Breakfast Club

The hood-ied bodies swarmed to the corner of the field, antennae arms thrust into the air, cell phones waving like fans at a rock concert.  The focus of this attention, a scuffle after lunch on Wednesday, resulted in no injuries, but I wanted both young people involved to understand how quickly a wrestle can turn into a physical altercation.  Saturday School it was.  

I opened the front door for the two seventh graders who were joining me this morning. Both sheepishly followed me into the building - subdued greetings and polite "holding of the doors", they were gracious in their guilt-ridden state.  

As we walked through the darkened hallways, their heads swiveled and their affect changed. All of the sudden I was peppered with questions: are we the only ones here?  Do you have all the keys?  Can we take a secret tour?   It was kind of cool to be in the building with no other students.  And, finally, the comment "this is going to be fun!"  

This is no Breakfast Club, though.  We are going to be here for three long hours, fully supervised with no down time, and engaged in reflective activities, homework, and some community service.  No fun to be had here.  

But, it's a great opportunity for me to catch up on some blog posts!  

Friday, March 10, 2023

A Visitor

Rainy, messy roads this afternoon, and getting my grown kids off at the airport for their trip to Portland, was a test of my driving patience.  But, I finished my errands and eagerly turned towards home.  

My hubby and I are dog-sitting for our son and his girlfriend this weekend - and it's been a while since there was anyone else in the house but us two.  It was lovely to walk in and have this beautiful dog, Luna, greet me like I was the most exciting person in the world.  

A few minutes playing "retrieve the kong" and she's outside to explore the backyard.  The sound of a wet-dog-shake lets me know that she's back inside. 

I forgot how affirming life with a pet is.  Looking forward to the weekend.